I must be the only person on this planet that honestly has no mental, social or emotional connection with anyone on earth I can truly say I dont have any feelings for any female I know or see cuz I stopped having feelings for females all together cuz their feelings will never be mutual towards me I put money on it that I bet I cant find a single female right now that has ever thought of me as more than a friend or wanted to be more than friends and thats fucced up but its just reality but also a colder side to it is I honestly dont feel any female deserves to be a part of my life cuz they will never fully understand me or accept that this is who I am a sometimes outspoken time bomb driven by a lot of anger and regret that fuels the passion for some of the things I do my heart may be dark but there is still love left inside its just misguided cuz when I try to give it direction people run in fear of its power so I hide it or try to redirect it and it usually turns into the hate I so often express towards everything I understand why people fear me and hate me cuz Im quick to lash out in anger and not think twice which is why I always try to stay on cloud 9 to keep it in control weed does things for me that none of them pills doctors have tried to give me could ever do
Posted on: Sun, 24 Nov 2013 09:57:36 +0000
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