I must have some big victories ahead because lately the devil has sure tried beating me down while today he out got the best of me. Its been one thing after another lately. Not with just me but people around me as well. BUT today he has been all over my case. Its been since I opened my eyes this morning. Not a lot of people know but I deal with some serious self esteem, self conscience type issues. There are reasons for it but its haunted me since my high school years, I cry, and get down in the dumps about it. Today has been one of those kinda bad days along with my computer messing up while working on pictures. Ive been so busy I cant clean or wash clothes, the baby has cried all day (hes teething) Heidi has been her mischievous self. Tonight on the way home Trevor was behind me about to turn the opposite way to go to walmart he said he heard something as I took off and be heard a noise from my tire so he followed me and seen I was starting to have a blow out not on 1 but both of my back tires. Thank god he seen/heard it or my lead foot self would have probably wrecked. Its just been a bad day! Im going to bed now or gonna try but please pray the devil gets off my back!!!!!!!! And give me the strength for tomorrow to be a good day!
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 05:23:30 +0000