I must say, as I sit and wonder, what the hell. Do people not see what they do as they do it. Was I ever so blind. And if not, why not. When we talk, do we not see the words or hear them as they come out. Ive had a few run ins with a few different people lately. Ive looked at my part. Being program, as I was taught and shown. But it seems it is a one way street. The people that I have had issue with, well a couple chose to block, after taking childish shots. Or just un-friend. Welcome to the new age land of Facebook. People kill me, not yet. Then even looking around at different posts, that are up. Anything and everything I do says something. I know theres a little truth in everything, I say and do. And people do. Pick out the best and worse in me. But they really love hiding things behind closed doors. Shhhhhh its a secret. Ahhhhhh no its not. Not if I know it. Funny I get to chose too. And if you poke me enough I shall give you my attention. And you dont get to chose how I do this. But it takes two to argue, and funny thing now is how i, well sit back and watch the spin. Soooooo, one thing I see is god. In each and everything I do. When and where I am, what I say and when I say it. In all and everything. And denial is a awful way to live ones life. So I chose not to. Now not all around me are like this. Most are not. But doing some of the things I am doing has put me in a spot where I have to deal with, well people I would never spend much time on. Not because I am better than them or anyone. But because life is about choice, and I choose not to spend time dealing with people who dont deal. Its simple. We are all not dealing with the same things. We are all not in the same place in life. We are all dealing with different levels of sanity. And if I choose me, over you. Well I shall never feel bad over that choice, mostly cause Ive made that mistake in the past. So now I know, just because I have issue with someone, who is not coping or dealing with things as I am or is where I am doesnt mean I am better. But it does mean, Im not interested. And why would I be. Its your bullshit. And I aint buying. The price and cost is just to high. And well I have come to find that just because you may have 50 people agree with, doesnt mean they are right. Given the fact you are in a insane asylum. Anyways. Sigh. Life was and is and always is good, beautiful even, feel it, live it. Or miss it. It truly is a choice. And I love it. All of it. Hehe
Posted on: Wed, 21 Jan 2015 19:58:53 +0000
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