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I myself was blind to the truth. Living life how I wanted, doing what I wanted. Not caring what anyone had to say. My mom would always tell me about God but that use to always go in one ear out the other. So I cant sit here & say how can you people reject Jesus,how could yall live life how yall want too. Cause Ive been there. I wanted to have fun. I didnt want to live by nobodys rules. I wanted to satisfy this flesh of mines. Doing things my own way. Always leading myself to a dead end. When one thing didnt work out, I tried another. & I continued to hit dead ends. But you know what, one day I was tired of always failing my self. I was tired of always trying to drink to get my mind off of things. I never wanted to be in my right mind. I wanted to be out of it. To get a break from reality. But when the feeling would fade & Im sober, it was all still there. Nothing had changed! I grew tired of all that of living that kind of lifestyle. I had finally hit my rock bottom & I was done. I wanted a way out. I became desperate for a change. & I knew that change would only came from & through God. When i started to become desperate for a change in my life, thats when I finally started to see how God was calling me to Him. Even though He had always been trying to get my attention, this time I finally saw it. He spoke through someone & he told me how God was revealing things that I was going through to him. & ever since then, thats when I started seeking God for myself. & never looked back... This world & the people in it had always let me down, hurted me & failed me. But not once has my God let me down like that! He never fails! I searched for love in this world but always ended up with a broken heart. But what I found in God is real! Its true love!💕 & its more then what anyone or anything could ever give or offer! If your way seems to always fail. Try Gods way! I promise itll be the best decision youll ever make!
Posted on: Sun, 18 Jan 2015 22:35:59 +0000

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