I need prayer. Physically Im doing ok but spiritually Im struggling. Im trying my best to be the Christian that I claim to be but I feel myself slipping from Gods grace. Im constantly battling some spirits and the more I battled the tougher they get. I cant put on here some struggles but what I can say is Im also struggling with patience. I tell myself I can do it but who am I fooling, the truth is I want to have patience with God but I cant seem to be patient for a long time. I also am having struggles with worrying and now its about money. I constantly tell myself I dont have enough money or if only I could afford this or that. As a Christian I know and believe what the bible says but it makes it seem so easy but its hard. Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Sounds simple and easy but when I put it into practice I feel like im climbing up a steep hill with weights tied to my feet. Dont worry about anything instead pray about everything and tell God what you need. I do this constantly but why do I still worry? I sometimes wonder if God really hears me. Could I have sin in my heart that is keeping Gods ears from listening? I constantly pray and asked the Lord to search my heart. I claimed to be a believer before man and myself but could I be a hypocrite in the eyes of the Lord and not even know it? I want to be happy but how can I keep a smile on my face when Im constantly repeating the same battles. Yeah I can tell the enemy to leave but when he comes back it gets tougher. I say Im a Christian but how can I be if I dont excercise what I preach or put the Word of God into practice. Im 27 years old. Single, no children, no job and my hopes are running dry. What can I do? Ive done everything that I know to do. I cant allow myself to give up on God but I need the strength to continually hold on.
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 05:59:12 +0000