I need to learn how to control me anger a little better i am trying i know alot of the way i am is because what i have been thur in my past but i know i have to change it...I need to go back to church i know whats right and whats wrong but some times your blinded and i wish it was easier but i am glad God is so good with forgiving us cause i know i have done stuff not worthy of making it in to Heaven but i know it only takes getting back on the right track and talking to him asking for forgiveness and mean it with everything before its lifted I just cant much more of the stress anymore i feel like crap sometimes cause i dont have a job so i dont have money and having to depend on my mom but i want to change that i want to take care of myself I love all the family and friends that have stood by me and helped me thur stuff when i needed to talk and For thos who think i am not worth anything i will prove you wrong i will get a job fix my car get it back and get my own place i know most people wont read but i dont care had to vent and this aint all of it but i am just tired of being put down it stops now
Posted on: Thu, 25 Jul 2013 03:07:21 +0000