I never imagined Id be starting off this year with one of the hardest breakups. As much as I want to say Ill be fine, I know I wont. Its going to take months for me to get back to the way I used to be. I really loved Eric and Ill always cherish the memories we made together. Its going to be hard for me to move on and try to date other people, especially because my trust for guys is slim to none. I wish that when I was in a relationship with someone they really cherished me for the good girlfriend that I am. But somehow I always get hurt. I dont even know why Im venting. I guess Im just saying to you all that you should really appreciate the person that loves you for who you are and tries to help you get better. I tried so hard to fix him. But it wasnt enough. I cant save someone who doesnt want to save their self. I put every fiber of my being into this relationship. It sucks and it hurts. I just dont know how to move forward. I just wish I was in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I just want to forget.
Posted on: Sat, 17 Jan 2015 05:26:11 +0000
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