I noticed how Ive changed so much as a boyfriend through out my relationships I used to wanna text every second, if my ex didnt text back I would get jealous. & now Im afraid to even text my current gf first because I dont wanna be like that anymore. I used to call late at night everyday just to hear my exs voice but it always lead to arguements. Now I dont call my current gf at all because I dont wanna be the cause of any arguments. I used to look into my exs eyes and smile but then they walked out my life. Now I smile but at the ground out of fear that if I stare at my gfs eyes itll be hard to forget her face if she leaves. I used to say I love you everyday I saw my exs to let them know how I felt but that only made me look silly when I got cheated on . now I dont say those words even tho my gf makes me feel so in love. I wish in a way I could be the joyful and innocent boyfriend I used to be because although now I dont ever argue , get jealous, cry, or get cheated on. I feel like maybe my gf feels like I dont care..
Posted on: Wed, 07 May 2014 05:35:39 +0000
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