I push all my problems to the back of my mind, Then they surface - TopicsExpress



          

I push all my problems to the back of my mind, Then they surface in my dreams, they come alive. I sweep all my issues to somewhere I cant find, In hope that Ill forget but theres just so many times. Why cant I be strong and just confront all my fears? When my fear is hurting you by being sincere. But how many more days can I run? How many years? Emotions flooding and now its all seeming so clear. Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down. I felt strong but am I breaking now? Crying for no reason cause I buried it deep. I made promises I could not keep Cause I never faced all the pain I caused, Now the pain is hitting me full force I push all my problems to the back of my brain, A darkness deep inside where I just cant find my way. How can I walk with a smile? Get on with my day, When I deceived myself pretending its all okay. I tried my best to hold it all together, I know, The strings have worn away and now Im all exposed. I try to hide it all away on top of the shelf, I can lie to everyone but not to myself.
Posted on: Fri, 31 Jan 2014 17:05:16 +0000

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