I realize I havent been posting much but I am so sick from the dialysis and then I tend to isolate a lot. My recovery has taught me that this is a We program and I have to ask for the help and then accept when giving to me. I have always had self-esteem and confidence issues but I am beginning to see that I am lovable and worthwhile. Without the support of my many family and friends I couldnt have got where I am. Dont get me wrong, my life today is still full of stress, insecurities, doubt and so much more but it is so worth it to be where I am. My worst day clean is better than any day of getting high. I am building new relationships and am grateful for my recovery. Had I not chosen to leave and get clean when I did, I would be dead now. I am grateful for my three beautiful kids Shawn Marjoram Kish, Tony Frazer, Tessa Beland, I have not always been the best Mom around but today I have a awesome relationship with Shawn and am grieving properly for my daughter Tessa. I have never been as happy as I am, I will have two years on the tenth of Nov. At one time I couldnt get an hour clean, look at me now haters, I have done it. Thank you goes out to those who continue to accept me for who I am and support my journey, I love u all. I am grateful for my beau Kevin Oddy and his family who love me like there own( Oddy Fiveonefour, Lauren Gardner and his mom), Sara Dawn Angus, Luke W Bonsan, Shar Roy, Glen Burns, Andrea NobodyCares Danielle, John Carpenter, aunty Linda E Fendelet, aunty Donna Villeneuve, aunty/ uncle Ernest Fendelet, aunty Stacey Marjoram, Linda Cowpar Smith, Diane Pooyak, Kimberly Marie Muniz, Amanda Monroy, Daniel Pierson, Magdelaina Haning, Alexis Krideler, Stephanie Ann, Richard Ilkanic. My parents showed me tough love and I made it. I choose to live and not die. Though you dont know it, you all have a part in my recovery and my life, thanks. Xoxoxoxoxo.
Posted on: Tue, 21 Oct 2014 04:26:26 +0000
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