I realize that Bailey and I go on about our relationship a lot, kiss in front of people, etc. Some of you guys think its cute, some of you probably hate it, whether youre a jealous ex (bahaha), a secretly annoyed close friend, or just someone we go to school with and wants us to get a room. This isnt at ALL meant to be some pro-PDA post or anything (although Ive never, even as a single person, understood what the big deal is with that). Its just me trying to justify the things I do and say. Its also just me feeling a sudden desire to be emotional via social networking. Oh- and I also hate to sound like a sappy public high school teenage girl going on about the love of my life. I ALSO hate to sound like a sappy public high school teenage girl denying thats exactly what I am... but I suppose thats unavoidable at this point. ANYWHO. I really really like Bailey. Hes been my best friend for about a year now (not exclusively, of course, I have some other phenomenal individuals in my life I consider my best friends). I trust Bailey with everything. He always knows exactly what to say to me on any given situation. Besides the fact that I just find him generally attractive to me (talented, good-looking, very intelligent, etc.), there are reasons I am with him that have more to do with our compatibility. Our similar personalities and drives. We get along so well. Hes ALWAYS been there. Hes the most faithful, trustworthy friend I have ever had. He means so, so much to me. And he makes me incredibly happy for so many reasons I could never ever possibly put into words, let alone into a single Facebook post. And there is no reason, at least that I can think of, that I shouldnt feel that way. I guess where Im going with all of this is... nothing makes me feel more sad and upset and guilty than when I find out that someone dislikes me because of my relationship. That hurts a lot. So, if for whatever reason, you cant stand seeing us hug or kiss, or make eye contact or whatever, take a second to rethink that we just really enjoy each others company. I know Im young, but that in no way invalidates what love I am able to feel for a specific individual. I should be able to say I would like to try and have Bailey by my side, or at least nearby, for the rest of my life, without being frowned at. This was not meant to be a rant, Im just typing words. I should get a blog. Anyway, I love Bailey. An awful lot. Im still my own person, and an individual to be observed as such.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 03:16:59 +0000
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