I realized now this fitness lifestyle is not something I want to make a career. Ill leave that for the other billions of trainers. I love learning about the brain and the human body. I just realized I love working out and Im not really trying to compete anymore. And kind of getting annoyed with everyone that sees me in public only recognizing me from the gym never for my poetry or for my ideas. Its like all I know or talk about in the last 5 years is this unreached goal and it brings me down. And people calling me a beast really wont be able to anymore Thank God because its not me. I Just prefer to train quietly on my time no more over thinking, try to save for coaches, and since no coach Im checking my fitness pal every second or stressing myself out over my physique and it never changes because obviously Im making simplicity so complex. I rather learn and progress mentally so overall I am a better person and it will aid to my success in the physical form. I dont want to just be that girl known for her crazy workouts at gym or for her struggle. Im not trying to stay where Im at theres more to life than this. Time to just let go guide me...because Im done pretending. Like my friend Anthony Brooks told me today sometimes we need to dig deep inside find ourselves and it will shine on the outside. #untilthen
Posted on: Tue, 27 Jan 2015 23:23:22 +0000
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