I really can’t handle the pain anymore. It’s like a black void in my chest that hurts but makes me numb at the same time. I can’t take the constant tears. I don’t even know what it’s like to be happy I’m tired of feeling lost. What’s the point? People tell you, oh don’t kill yourself, you’ll just hurt those who love you,” but what about ME? I’ve been hurting! Why do I have to live in pain, just to satisfy others? Why can’t I just disappear and make the pain stop, make everything stop? I tried getting help and all they wanna do is give me medication. I dont want medication, I want love, help and people to leave me alone😔 I’m sorry to all those who cared to listen. I’m sorry I was never good enough. I’m sorry I couldn’t live up to your expectations, by this I aint saying Im going to kill myself but consider it as me crying out for help, someone to understand me but maybe I should commit suicide, maybe its the answer. Since the world around me doesnt care, maybe committing suicide would help some people see the true colours of the world around them, that they have created😭🔫
Posted on: Sat, 29 Nov 2014 04:30:16 +0000
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