I really realized you cant make a person love you or care about you, no matter what you do for them, or how many times you forgive them & take them back. It hurts that you can be without me, it hurts that you dont need me & can be happy without hearing from me. It hurts that you can be with someone else & forget about me & the fact you do all these horrible things to me that i would be wrong for doing and youd hate me. It hurts you ignore me & get mad when i call you names and curse you out..I know I shouldnt speak out of anger because I do say the wrong things to try and hurt you back, but it just ends up hurting me more. I just want to be loved and cared about, ive gave you all of me..but, im not going to try and force you to talk to me/love me anymore..whatevers meant to be will be ig, God can handle this because i cant anymore.
Posted on: Wed, 27 Aug 2014 23:55:59 +0000