I really shouldnt have to do this but Im am. Some people seem to think that I feel Im perfect. Perfect life, perfect kids, perfect everything. Im not. Far from it. Yes we have a house with a pool in a fantastic location. Why? Because we had help! God stepped in and helped us when we were down and out! Yes I homeschool our kids. Yes in proud of that! Do I think everyone should? NO! Its not for everyone or all kids! Do I think any less of you for using public schools? NO! Do I hate PS? NO! Do I post pictures and updates about our homeschool to hurt yalls feelings? NO! I do it because Im proud of our accomplishments. Just like yall post about PS stuff. Next. Yes. I LOVE to cook. Its a hobby for me. I seriously enjoy it. I get excited when I try a new recipe and it actually works and tasts the way it should! lol so I then post about it to share my excitement! Does every recipe I try work? NO! Do I post a picture of a burnt meal??? NO! Why? Do you post a picture when you get an F on something? Do you brag about failure? NO! Why should I? Do I think Im better than you because you cant cook? NO! Im sure you excel in many things that Im awful at. Thats how the world turns. Now. Im not rich. I have bills piling up. I dont have fancy hair or clothes. I have to use kmart layaway just to get my kids new clothes. Most times we just go to goodwill or thrift stores. My car just got repossessed. My nails arent done and my eyebrows arent waxed... Some days we eat noodles or soup because we dont have anything else. You all wont know that because I choose to only post happy uplifting things. My relationship seems perfect because I dont post every bicker we have. Which in all honesty we dont often. But. I wouldnt post if we did. Thats not for the publics eye. While Im teaching the kids we have bad days too but again. I dont find joy in posting bad business on Facebook. I dont want to brag on bad things. I like to share JOY! Sometimes my entire world seems to be falling apart but you all would never know. Apparently this way of thinking makes me look perfect to the Facebook world. So far 3 people have spoken ill towards me because of this. Maybe if you quit focussing on MY life and focus on the happy in yours then yours might get better. Some days I feel like I have nothing to come to Facebook and talk good about but I dig deep and find my happy for that day because thats what keeps me going through all the bad. Focussing on my happy. I didnt use to do this and I felt miserable more days than good. Now that I have a closer relationship to God I have learned a new of thinking in order to live a better life. So just because I may look perfect on here, Im not. And I dont think I am. Not even close. But Im happy! So very happy! I dont care what happens. Im happy that Im alive! If that bothers you then just block me and move. I dont need your negativity. If youre just waiting and lurking hoping to see me post something horrible so you can smirk about it... Too bad. Most likely will not happen and I feel bad for you. Quit trolling my page and move along. [[[[im not about to check this for typos. :p
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 13:56:56 +0000