I received some bad news today. I am going to have to put Nikki down. She has osteosarcoma. It is making it hard for her to breath or eat. The Vet said even with chemo, radiation, and surgery the prognosis is not good. He said the most that we can expect for her to live is 2 to 6 months. He said the cost for all this is $5000. He said spending that kind of money with her being as old as she is really doesnt make a lot of sense. He told me to think it over and give him a call tomorrow. At this point I cant stand to see her suffer any more. She cant eat, all she does is drink water. God knows I love my baby, but it is hard to just let her go. I know she is suffering and When I look in her eyes I can see her pleading with me to make it go away. I am praying hard on this and I am hoping for a miracle but I know with her diagnosis I have to let her go. I have been crying since Saturday and I know this is the best thing for her. I feel that the only reason she is holding on is because of me. I am about to tell her what is going to happen so she will know that it is okay for her to cross the rainbow bridge. I will miss her but the best thing for her is to let her go. I am going to tell the Vet that I am going to put her down and make the appointment. I am going to stay with her until she has her last breath. I dont want her to die alone. Nikki my baby,my Moo-Moo, my friend for life, I bid you a farewell. Until we meet again, please know that Mommie loves you dearly.
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 19:49:13 +0000
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