I remember I was dead broke and me and my kids were sitting in the dark wit candles cause they cut the lights off and my boyfriend of a whole year plus didnt come and help me.. I remember when my car got towed and my boyfriend of a whole year didnt even offer me a ride to work.. I remember when my son had his first coughing spell and I needed somebody to take him to the hospital so I could go to work and not lose my job and my boyfriend of a whole year plus didnt come help me.. He went shopping downtown with his friends and posted it on IG.. We arent together anymore and no those are not the reasons why.. Its because I am a Storm and as Ive been told its my fault for why things happen the way they did and its crazy or I must be crazy but I agree.. It takes sometime to see your flaws but I see mine and I work on them everyday now.. My ex boyfriend of a whole year plus talks to me from time to time and right now he is so down and out and just over all stressed trying to figure out whats the next move.. 100-0 real quick and its frustrating.. And u know what I wanna do? I wanna help him.. 😂 right.. But seriously I really wanna help him.. I want him to be successful and to not want for nothing, to not have many worries.. I want for him to feel better and smile and be happy.. I want him and his family to be more than okay and I want for him to take care of his new girlfriend who by the way was established during my time.. Does that make me crazy???? I dont feel crazy.. I actually feel I sense of release like weight and pressure took off of my body.. I dont feel crazy.. I feel really happy and extremely grateful.. God place ppl in your life for whatever reason to do whatever it is they are set forth to do.. Good or bad.. Only me and God know what was done to me threw out my life and especially this past year but what the world will get to see is a Strong, smart and beautiful Sylk.. Not a goofy dumb white rabbit 😂😂😂.. I said all this to say love who u are.. Change what needs to be fixed and love those who hurt or who have hurt u.. We all need love.. Dont let situations control your happiness.. Dont let 1 bad relationship ruin another.. And forgive, Forgive, FORGIVE.. Its a great feeling.. I ask that anybody who has a heart whether its kind or cold to please pray for me and my family.. And also pray for my friend/ex bf.. We could use it.. And Im praying for everyone out there.. -Sylk Chanel
Posted on: Wed, 02 Jul 2014 21:46:57 +0000
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