I remember riding in Old-Red on the way to the Green-Parrot early one morning with my dad and this song came on the radio,it made me cry and my dad told me that this song is how he felt about me......had you told me then that he would turn into the miserable coward he is,that he would marry the first co-dependant selfish wana-b-Christian woman he came across without dating anyone else while on the rebound of a divorce,that the same insecure woman would view his children as threats and do everything in her power to keep him from being close with his kids,HAD YOU TOLD ME THAT SHE WOULD USE A BOOK OF THE BIBLE THAT SHE HAD GROSSLY MISUNDERSTOOD AND USE IT AS A WAY TO HAVE A CO-DEPENDANT RELATIONSHIP WITH MY DAD AND MISQUOTE THE BIBLE WHILE USING IT TO HOLD UP AS MENT TO BE , SAYING THE BIBLE SAYS THAT A HUSBAND AND WIFE ARE MENT TO BE CLOSER TO EACH OTHER THAN THEIR CHILDREN,USING THAT BOGUS INFO TO MAKE BOTH HIS CHILDREN AND YOURS MENTAL,HAD YOU TOLD ME THAT ON MY DADS FIRST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MY DAD WOULD HAVE MY STEPMOTHER WATCH HIS CHILDREN WHILE HE DRIVES TO BUTLER AND BEGS MY MOTHER FOR ANOTHER CHANCE SAYING HE MADE A TERRIBLE MISTAKE, HAD YOU SAID THAT 5 YEARS LATER MY DAD WOULD ONCE AGAIN TRY TO GET WITH MY MOTHER AND BE SO AGGRESSIVE WITH HER THAT SHE WOULD HAVE TO THREATEN HIM TO GET HIM TO STOP AND TO LEAVE....I WAS IN 5TH GRADE AT THAT POINT/HAD YOU TOLD ME THAT MY STEPMOM KNOWING ALL OF THAT WOULD TAKE IT OUT ON HIS CHILDREN,HAD YOU TOLD ME THAT BECAUSE OF HER OWN INSECURITY SHE WOULD EMOTIONALLY BREAK TWO GOOD CHILDREN,HAD YOU TOLD ME THAT MY DAD WOULD TURN HIS BACK ON HIS KIDS AND SAY THE WORDS IF SHE KILLS HERSELF SHE KILLS HERSELF,THERES NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT, IN RESPONSE TO MY MOTHER PLEADING WITH HIM TO BE A FATHER TO HIS DAUGHTER BECAUSE SHE NEEDED HIM, HAD YOU TOLD ME THAT MY OWN DAD WOULD BE SO SELFISH THAT HE WOULD NOT EVEN MENTION HAVING GRANDCHILDREN,MUCH LESS CHILDREN TO THE MAJORITY OF HIS FRIENDS AND WHEN THEY FOUND OUT THEY COULDNT BELIEVE IT,HAD YOU TOLD ME THAT MY DAD WOULD CONTINUE TO PLACE HIMSELF ABOVE HIS OWN FAMILY TO THE POINT THAT HE TURNS HIS BACK ON HIS OWN GRANDCHILDREN WHEN LIKE HIS CHILDREN YEARS PRIOR NEEDED HIM THE MOST, HAD YOU SAID THAT MY DAD WOULD TELL MY MOM IN A PHONE CONVERSATION THAT HE GIVES HER HIS BLESSING TO CALL D.C.S. ON HIS OWN DAUGHTER TO HAVE HER CHILDREN TAKEN AWAY,.......HAD YOU TOLD ME THAT LAST WINTER MY DAD WOULD SIT IN HIS NEW TRUCK AND CALL MY MOM SAYING HE LOVES HER AND HE WANTS TO BE WITH HER,SAYING THAT HE HAS TO CALL FROM HIS TRUCK BECAUSE MY STEPMOM IS IN THE HOUSE,SAYING THAT IF MY MOM SAYS ANYTHING HE WILL DENY IT AND SAY SHE IS LYING,,,,,,,,,,,HAD YOU TOLD ME ANY OF THAT WHEN I WAS RIDING WITH MY DAD AS A CHILD THAT MORNING ON THE WAY TO THE GREEN-PARROT........I WOULDNT HAVE BELIEVED YOU. :(
Posted on: Sat, 01 Nov 2014 13:39:15 +0000
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