I rose 4° higher just to dive back into quick sand.. to take a dip a little swim.. now I just dont know where I am.. was this freeing ? Yes.. was this what I wanted? It.s not what I had in mind , but.. I wobble on imaginary lines. To build such moral, to dose myself with dignity daily then to flush it all away in a moment of vulnerability, a chance to touch and be touched, a chance to play.. an opportunity I advantaged on with someone I like but dont love, someone I hardly know.. does his soul not matter too... , what of mine in its healing and resorting, to just go and give away my me... oh but it was a release, a chance to be dirty, to embrace that side of me that seeps and longs for release.. oh yes, that was there.. but as I knew it would be, I still remain here lonely with just me. The lingering scent of somebody, the longing reach for nobody. And everybody but for only my soul mate... oh where am I.. this divide, the dividens, the sequence of events leading to remnants of here sits I... oh my eyes long to gaze in yours, to open up more to obsorb... , dust...a feild.. maybe a tractor, some carrots, I dunno... but I want it more, and more and more... I want to not feel as though a bore behind a doir, I desire life and cock and love and I just need somebody.. someone... let me devote myself to you, let me love you and in retur you may eat me alive
Posted on: Thu, 09 Oct 2014 03:22:25 +0000
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