I sat in a restaurant last night with my family and tried soo hard to explain what I wouldnt do if I were to reach my dreams of becoming a celebrity one day. I was trying to express how I wasnt going to fall under the stereotype. But it seemed like the words wouldnt come out right for them to understand. Thats because its something bigger that you cannot put into words. I figured that my greatest fear of what I aspire to be was only a part of my imagination. Then the woman I aspire to be said it herself, its the fear of not being able to put your finger on who you are. But for me, I will always want to remain the Hmong girl from Tennessee who loved to sing. The girl who was always late when her grandfather would take her to the bus stop every morning. The girl who spent summers camping with every single cousin at Hiwassee or spent afternoons at Melton Hill lake. When I say I will remain being me, I mean EVERY part of me. And within every part of me...I see my dad, my mom, my sisters, my brother, my family, my life experiences and my God. Thats what I mean when I say me. Because without those things...I am not who I am. I love embracing me. I just wanted to express how blessed and loved I am today and everyday. And how there is so much more to what I want to say to the world. But honestly, its so amazing that I just cannot find the words to express it! Thats how wonderful it is. Have a blessed Friday everyone.
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 19:42:17 +0000
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