I seen where heroin took another life in Fayette county...a mutual fb friend had shared a pic in memory & when I clicked on it to look at other pics it broke my heart...just thinking about the beautiful little girl in a lot of the pics with him growing up without her daddy has me tore clear up... I hate this drug & everything about it... I cant help but wonder how the person who sold him the dope feels, does it bother them at all? Or just hurt their pockets? Personally I just dont think I could live with myself if I knew I was responsible for taking the life of someones mommy/daddy, son/daughter, brother/sister, or anyone else for that matter...I recently took 2 people whom I love very much to a detox clinic, I pray that it helps them beat this demon because they have a beautiful lil girl who needs them very much... I worry constantly about them & they think its because I dont have faith in them but its not, its because Im no stranger to addiction, and I know what it does to a person... I lost everything, my home, my car, my kids, and myself due to my addiction...the home& car are material things, they can always be replaced, but the time I lost with my children, that can never be replaced, the me I was before I became an addict, Ill never be again...my children were young when I lost them, and now I have grandchildren that are my life...I just thank God that I made it through my addiction& am able to be a mammaw, I cant even imagine a life without them... Prayers to all the people still fighting this battle, I pray God gives them the strength to not give up...WHEN YOURE AT YOUR LOWEST POINT, THERES NO OTHER WAY THAN TO GO UP...for all the families, dont give up on them...theres a difference between tough love& turning your backs...its not fair that you have to suffer because someone you love has an addiction, but if you think about it, will giving up on them make you suffer any less? Worry any less? I would say no, if anything, for me it would intensify it. Addiction is a selfish & lonely disease that has more victims than just the addicts; and I know some of you dont believe the addict is the victim, but from the heart & mouth of one, they truly are... I could keep going on & on about this, but I think Ive rambled on long enough... Prayers for all the families...
Posted on: Mon, 17 Mar 2014 06:33:56 +0000
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