I sit here tonight looking at the sky, dusk is here and the long night awaits. I try to fathom the thoughts you may have had back then, and imagine what you must have found at Heavens gates! How can something so close be so far? A smile, a spoken word, a giggle, an expression, a touch or even a glance at the beauty that I created, That God created from me-I still cant believe any of it was real. That little brown eyed, dark haired, Olive skin beauty that I was blessed with-from the very first breath you took in my arms I knew from that moment my heart was no longer inside of my chest, it was literally in my arms! Completely flawless you were! Is never seen anything more beautiful and still, to this day never have not ever will! Angelic you were, angelic you remain. Jesus said Ill lend you my child for a little while, please do not weep or anger when its time for him to return home to me. I loaned him to you, I chose you to be his mother to teach him what he needed to know and serve the purpose I had for him he was never your child, hes my child, as you are my child My mind is like a projector, showing these images of this little boy in reels of slow motion through my mind. Its what I have, its all I have. Should it be enough? No, its never enough. Blessed assurance is what I keep hearing tonight. Blessed assurance! What does that mean to you? I know what it means to me!! Sleep in your heavenly slumber my angel boy, stay as close to my soul as possible. Ill never stray from you and I know when I reach up to grasp my eternity, your hand is the hand that The Lord will place in mine to draw me inside. Ill never let go, Ill never let go Andrew Tyler Durham
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 00:37:40 +0000
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