I spent the entire afternoon and evening with Mark. We will share once again together on Monday for his actual birthday celebration. He loved his cupcakes I baked! I intend on working on a letter this weekend to the Judge to include a status update of my life along with brochures of the ACT Team that I am a part of now considering I have had 3 hospitiliaztions during this transition of mine and my daughters where she has up and all of sudden decided not to be a part of my life. I stay shaken up most days. I plan to include in the letter my application and schooling for Certified Peer Specialist along with my graduating The Respect Institute. I plan on remaining in constant contact with the courts along with getting in touch with the therapist that was assigned as a conduit for me and my daughter. Praying that the next day is always better than the last and that I make it through this phase of her life. Remaining strong for me and my son Tyler is at the top of my desires for this season. I hope to hold her once again in my arms really soon. So sad to win and come out on top of so many court cases to have her change her mind and not want to be a part of my life. I know full well that she has been influenced by my older three adopted daughters and my ex husband. Time will tell all and the truth shall be presented to her one day in the very near future. As there has never been any wrongdoing on my behalf as a mother nor as a wife, I find it awfully strange that all of a sudden she has decided against being a part of my life. Going to take a nap and then have a pot of coffee and work on my correspondence to the courts.
Posted on: Sun, 26 Jan 2014 01:34:06 +0000