I spent years feeling like I was letting people down because I couldnt be who they wanted me to be. This led me to feeling guilty most of the time. Its an awful burden. It literally weighed me down. Almost cost me my life. I have come to understand that the guilt I was feeling wasnt coming from my failure to be who others wanted me to be. It was coming from trying to be something other than who I am. I wasnt integrous. The guilt was valid. I was guilty of something. Just not what I thought. I couldnt face the guilt though, if there was going to be punishment/condemnation. I had to believe that there was no condemnation. Then I could face the truth. Then I could make changes. Then I could be free. And then I could accept and celebrate how God made me. I became lighter in my spirit and my body followed suit. And I now I know that NOT being true to my self is when Im actually letting people down.
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 12:28:33 +0000
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