I spent yesterday in yoyo mode, up and down, up and down. Am I really crying or am I thinking I am crying? Am I angry or is that ball of heat in the pit of my stomach just another reaction to what I think I am feeling? How open and vulnerable am I truly? Did I even feel my children coming into this world? So many questions. Some people tell me to love and accept who I am, where I came from, and all will be fine. I thought I did. I thought I was loving and full of life. I thought I stood for what I believed in and let people to see into me. Well, I did not. How do I know? For me and from what I now understand to be an authentic leader, I would be this person (who I am) with everyone, no matter what my mood or my circumstance is. I could not do that at the last boot camp. I stood in front of these people frozen in my ego. I looked down a lot and could not share me and, if I did share a little of me, it was just a fraction of me, not the whole me. Dov says an authentic speaker lays it ALL out on the table every moment of every day. I am clearly not that person yet. To be that person, I need to feel what I say. I need more help than ever. How do you know you feel? How do you make a difference between what you feel and what you think you feel? asaleadership
Posted on: Thu, 13 Mar 2014 13:42:24 +0000
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