I stalled as long as I could yesterday, I couldnt find the courage to get to the funeral home. Then when I did, and I walked slowly, barely breathing up to my sons casket this overwhelming sense of peace came over me. He looked beautiful. He looked happy. Devin looked like he was finally at peace. I will never understand why he was taken from us so soon, but that was Devin, not sick Devin, not cancer Devin. He looked like a healthy, happy Devin, and as crazy as it may sound, seeing him like that helped me more than anything. Tyler and Taylor had an extremely hard time, they couldnt get themselves to go up by him until very late in the day and then could barely stand on their own two feet with despair. I need all of you to please continue to pray for them. That somehow they find peace in their hearts, and know that one day they will see their brother, their friend again. I cant even begin to thank all you the way my heart wants too. Even though most of you (my FB family), Ive never met and probably never will, I feel closer to you all than anyone. This page has become my safe place, my place I go to when I have no where to turn, and my heart is so heavy because I feel like im losing all of you too. You all say how strong I am, my strength came from you, your love, your concern, your prayers. I have a wonderful family, my sisters, my mother and father, they have all also been there for me and Devin, Rich, Tyler and Taylor. Everyone has been so amazing through this long journey. God Bless all of you, I wish there was some way that I could give back to all of you, but nothing could measure up to what you have given us.
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 15:58:07 +0000
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