I started my fb page so I could creep on my daughter Laura Betdatnevagotta-sweatdat Merck because I never knew what she was getting into and she wasnt volunteering any information. I learned a lot about her social activities and a lot of what I learned, I wished I hadnt. Anyway, I didnt use the information that I learned to help make a positive difference in her life so basically I failed at being a detective and a mother. My daughter is gone now and no amount of good intentions or well meaning advice can ever bring her back and I dont deal with loss or defeat very well. In 2 days I will say goodbye to my baby girl for the last time and only God knows when she and I will meet again. I dont know if my heart can bear another hour without her in this world, much less days, months or years. Im not as strong as I pretend to be.(who woulda thunk it)? So fb, I am saying goodbye to you. You have served your purpose for me and Im tired now. Too tired to care who said or did what or whom they said or did it to. Its not fun anymore, please understand. I love all my fb friends and will miss the little blogs that mostly made me laugh, but I wont miss the poison arrows that sometimes hit targets for which they were never intended. I just wish everyone could just love each other and not take delight in hurting other peoples hearts but fb is a double edged sword and Ive been a personal witness to some of the heartache its caused. I dont want to be a part of it anymore, maybe Im just too old for the drama. Anyway, goodbye people. Live, laugh and love every chance you get and no matter what, dont take tomorrow for granted and always treat everbody like it will be the last time you will hear from them because it truly might be. In memory of my beautiful, precious daughter: Laura Diane Merck
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 03:26:06 +0000
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