I stay hungry. I still wake up everyday like the rents due even though Im cool now. Looking at these damn clouds got me thinking about alot of ish. On top of that im scared of heights like half of us black folks so looking out the window it testing my gangsta. And Im the only black person on the plane of course so everybody looking at me that aint first class like Donald Sterling looking at Magic Johnson. too funny Anyway im just rambling ready to put my feet on the ground lol. But the longer im on this plane the more shots im going to take . the more shots I take the more fire my lyrics are getting frm this song I am writing right now that im going to spit when i get off the damn plane. lol. A few more hours ill be home...back in the A..at least for a little bit. Cant wait to see my moms. I think she is sick and just not telling anyone. Proud she is. I have not seen my two brothers Reggie and Shad in years and years hoe I get to see them too. I am anxious on how the town (Malvern) looks .I heard its not looking that great and the economy is jacked up. The first thing I am going do when i get there is go to Briants Addition where I grew up, where my old house used to be and go the park up the street that I burned down when I was a kid. I got a 2 hours whooping for that lol. the fireman had to get my mama off of me. So many memories. So many tears. This is such a big day. I didnt graduate high school and watching my little man walk that line is going to be the cherry on top. Whether he talks to me or not I can say I was there..and proud to be there. I wish he embraced his black side of the family but it doesnt matter at the end of the day. He is my seed and will always be my seed. I can live with that. They can change his last name all they want to and name him after a cristal meth addict all they want to...he will Always be Dren Jr. .....got it? yup you get it- I hope Annie is doing OK and all of the Lusters. I was so sad when I heard the news that I didnt even say anything to her about it. Some words are so powerful they cant be said. My heart has been on the floor because I never got a chance to say bye to Roy..missed him by a couple of weeks. Being on this plane looking down on the clouds makes me feel like I died and went to heaven looking down on the earth. Like I am in the Tupac I aint mad at ya video. That song makes me think about my older brother Reggie for some reason. Im done rambling. ready to get off this plan....#N_the_Air
Posted on: Fri, 16 May 2014 22:02:53 +0000
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