I still have not come to terms with the fact you are truly gone...I just stuff my emotions down and do my best not to think about it. Instead I choose to remember our conversations, our many laughs and our support as we fight together. I know you are still very much with us. I still feel your energy and strength as I meet with each specialist or go for each of my scans or test and my nerves or anxiety kick in....You are still there to comfort me. We may have been hundreds of miles apart but we both made sure, we didnt fight this alone! You were THE only person I had to truly depend on, not just to understand exactly how I felt or what I was going through....but I always knew without a doubt I would be getting that phone call from not only my dear friend of so many years but also my sister in Cancer and my biggest cheerleader of faith, hope and strength.... I miss you more than you could EVER know my sweet friend!!! But I know you are in a MUCH better place.....I love you always!
Posted on: Wed, 12 Nov 2014 00:05:50 +0000