I still remember everything clearly. Every word you said. Nilalaro ko yung phone ko that time at tayong dalawa lang sa classroom. In my peripheral vision, I could see youre looking at me. Finally you spoke. You called my name. Ewan ko ba. Parang may unique way ka of calling me. Iba talaga kapag ikaw ang nagsasalita ng name ko. Haha. Can I ask you a kinda personal question? I said its okay. You know, some people kinda think that you are, not that it matters, but I just want to like confirm it. Like hear it from you. Napatingin na ako sayo that time. You know, its really okay if you say yes. Ill accept it and theres totally nothing wrong with it. Its fine. Its okay Naiintriga na talaga ako sa itatanong mo. So heres my question Finally! Itatanong mo na haha!! Nakakatuwa pakinggan ka lalo na pag ganyan ka. Tapos mukha ka pang kinakabahan na ewan hahaha. Are you gay? Para akong nafreeze. I wanted to say that yes I am gay. Among my friends, komportable ako sayo magsabi ng mga bagay lalo mga seryoso na kahit pa last sem lang tayo nagkakilala. I felt comfortable na umamin sayo. Kahit sayo lang. But I said No. Your eyes suddenly lit up at napatitig talaga ako sayo. Okay! Sabi mo and you smiled your ever sweet smile. You are not gay! and you just kept on smiling. You told me na the first time we met, you also think that maybe I may be gay but you werent sure. You said pero nung naging close tayo, alam ko namang lalaki ka talaga eh. Then there you go again with that smile in your lips and your eyes. Its nice if you are gay but its MUCH BETTER if you are NOT gay. Haha! I smiled and asked why. Kasi if you are really gay...sayang ka. Simple as that. I will never forget that playful look that you had in your eyes and smile. I was bewildered that I said No. Pero sa pag-aalala at pag-aalaga mo sakin kahit na bago pa lang tayo na magkakilala last sem, naramdaman kong may iba. You like me more than just as a friend. You love me? Ayoko magpaka feeler pero yun talaga nararamdaman ko. And I enjoy the care, attention and affection that you give me. Subconsciously, yun ata ang reason why I said No. High school pa lang ako alam ko na gay ako pero since that moment, parang iba na nararamdaman ko sayo. I have a lot of girl na friends but I never get attracted to them. Nacoconfuse talaga ako. But deep inside, I know that Im falling for you. Alam ko sa sarili ko that I want you. Sana totoo nga yung feeling ko na you want me too!!! Balak ko na ligawan siya!! Wish me luck Classmates!!! Hahahaha 😊 Im inlove with you mare Business Administration, 2013
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 03:32:47 +0000
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