I think Im running out of gas. Never would of thought I would be at the prime of my career and devastation knocking at the door in my sons lives. Im exhausted trying to be mother and father, I cant question God cause I chose who I chose for mates, but how do you loose one to death and the other to the system within the same time frame, still have to stand in the gap and fight for whats do, hold them down and still try to equip them with tools to be men. Plus dealing with back bitting cut throat dont no who trust females to build them up and continue to tear me down. Never knew the price my kids would have to pay for the call thats on mylife we cant get a break. Im litterly sick to my stomach. And I still have to stand and encourage myself, because even in how I feel I trust God to do what he said he would do, Im in need of prayer and not from you behind the seen females hating and celebrating anticipating my fall at the same time. I need my sister, the devil hate me and I hate him too. I may be down for minute emotionally but I refuse to be knocked out
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 22:56:50 +0000
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