I think its so thoughtful how people think I should or shouldnt heal or progress after a divorce and the loss of a child. Saying I should hold off on dating...I need to do this or try things this way. I cant help but to notice that all my friends in successful relationships have been super supportive of me and are truly happy for me. However, those who have yet to succeed at a successful relationship have all the friggin answers, I swear they know everything and have the most vast opinions. Many dont even know where Ive been in the struggle of losing a kid and a spouse yet they have the solution to make my life all better. At the end of the day I have found a rhythm and a flow with my Daddy in heaven. One like nothing before. This time its not so methodical or humanly tainted. He encourages me to trust and relax and let things happen organically. Not forcing anything over the true and raw nature of Gods love for me. His timing is perfect. I dont plan when Im gonna meet someone awesome or when God is gonna promote me. I just dont think anymore about much of anything. My logic...my reasoning loses to Gods infinite wisdom every time. I just ask God, Are we good in this moment or are you cool with this? And if peace rules I move if peace doesnt rule I 86 it. If Im right then yay me. If I goofed and missed then I learned something. In retrospect...in this moment I am happy. I feel like meeting a nice guy that has been nothing but kind and supportive of me is an expression of Gods love for me and neither of us dont feel the need to succumb to human approval. Im excited about flowing with God and allowing Him to take me from glory to glory in His timing and in my obedience. We shall see what the future holds. Whatever it is....its gotta be good because God is good.o
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 01:00:32 +0000
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