I think one of the many reasons God blessed me with Haven and presented me with our journey waa because he knew my worst fear would be to see such pain in a loved one...but even through her sickest moments i was always able to see Haven smile and play through her pain...it was like an angels hands was on her 24/7 she glowed...i can still see such a kind wise old soul in her eyes today...he also blessed me with two wonderful grandparents who raised me from a toddler...and the pain of knowing they wont be here forever devestates me and as I see ones health decline my heart races and mind rushes and I feel like I could just collapse from the throught of the grief...so I hug haven and when she places her hand on mine or looks into my eyes I know an angel is still touching her little shoulders...it radiates and that she is my earth angel...as much as I hurt...I know Gods given me the gift of seeing my baby grow up...and when my sweetest elderly older ones are gone...I will have to keep coming back to this miracle I was granted and remember he gave me the gift of true serenity in the flesh. Prayers for my grandmother please.
Posted on: Fri, 14 Jun 2013 13:30:24 +0000
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