I think, sometimes, the greatest things I can learn are things I have already learned but long forgotten. Nobody is born evil, we all used to be in awe of bugs and grass and flowers and animals and helping. We knew what was important before it was taught to us. Society, bitter people, selfish people, series of unfortunate events with nobody giving encouragement or a helping hand, greedy people, ect are what guide people to be just like those people. All that was needed was kindness and love and compassion for peoples worlds to be completely different than how they perceive them. I dont want to lose my true self, the self I was born to be. I dont want to lash out and be angry or resentful. I share and like all these enlightening things for you and for myself. I like daily reminders. It is like brain practice. Somebody wants to be a basketball star, they play ball to practice. I want to be patient and kindhearted and not judgmental, I have to put it in my face, I have to think it all the time if I want to become it. Even on little things I want to be better. Somebody cuts me off while driving, I dont want to let that person being rude cause me to lose myself and be rude back. I dont want my first reaction to be anger or annoyance. I want my first reaction to be compassion. I want my first reaction to be to pray for that person that God can slow their life down so they dont feel the Need in driving the way they are to get to point A or point B a few seconds faster. And that takes work. A lot of work because my thoughts and reactions have already been established, are already a habit. I have to retrain my way of thinking and keep thinking positive things over and over and over and over. It is already paying off in the way that I speak to my husband. But I want More. I want it to be my way of life, my inner self. I want to never stop this positive thinking energy flow. It has worked miracles so far on my depression, my depression seems a thing of the past, I dont feel that darkness anywhere inside me anymore. I am working on anger now. I think it has been going very well so far. I can tell my views are different. Helping the world starts with helping ones self. I can now honestly say this works because I am living proof. I want to be like my daughter. #SkysHope
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 14:05:47 +0000
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