I thought I was gonna die... Yesterday was one of the worst days Ive had in a really long time. From the moment I opened my eyes in the morning, it seemed like everything that could go wrong, did. The baby and the puppy werent cooperating at all for the morning routine. I was already running late, when my car broke down. I called my mechanic, but he was home sick and not answering his phone. My mom came to my rescue (well the babys rescue I suppose) and helped me get my truck to the shop. Yesterday was belt promotions at the dojo. My local printer who does my diplomas, closed down his shop. His colleague was supposed to help, but when I got there, their power was out and couldnt print what I needed. When I finally got back on track, thanks to my mom for lending me her car, I picked up the belts and got back to the dojo only to find that my program director forgot to write down one of the belts I needed. So I had to double time it back to pick up one belt. I was so stressed out that I was literally having chest pains. I often joke that Im not lucky enough to have a heart attack, man, Id give anything for a few days, or weeks, off. Until I thought that I might actually be having a heart attack. It seemed that everywhere I turned for some help, was another sort of stress. All the women in my life seemed to point out what I should have done to avoid all the stressful situations in my day...as if I didnt already know. All the men, agreed that life sucks most of the time, and welcomed me to their world. UNTIL... I found myself in my Happy Place. When I put my gi and belt on, got out on the mat, and saw all the students and their families and friends, excited and ready for Graduation Night. I felt my stress leave in an instant. My calm returned. Throughout the day, I had reminded myself of all the truest worst days of my life. Yesterday really didnt even come close to any of those. The stress was all about letting people down. I cant miss class, or be late to graduation... how do I promote someone with no belt or diploma?!? I suppose it wouldnt have been the end of the world... but to one of my little warriors, it might have been. I realized, I built the dojo because it has always been my most favorite place, my sanctuary. The place where everything will be OK. Ive hidden there my whole life, in my happy little bubble of healthy and positive vibes. There is an aura about the place that breeds calm and clarity, and negates negativity. Thank You, Lord, for guiding me down this path, and for blessing me with the students and families, and friends who have become MY extended family. They help ME more than they will ever know. Where is your Happy Place? If you dont have one, you should try to find one. If you cant find one, youre always welcome to come and share mine. Theres always room on the mat for someone who could use some martial therapy. Happy Friday Everyone. Train Hard!!!
Posted on: Fri, 21 Mar 2014 15:40:28 +0000