"I thought how beautiful this would be if I wasn’t drowning, how beautiful life would be if I wasn’t dying, how beautiful you’d be if you weren’t leaving,. Not until there was no more leaving, just left. Not until there was no more drowning just drowned. Did I become lighter with more light, with more life than I had when I was living, I thought how tragic this would be if I had lived! Thank God I didn’t survive.. not everyone gets to die such a gorgeous death, only drowning freed me from my fear of falling into deep rivers and dark waters, only because I laid at the bottom of that river can I now plunge so deeply into yours, don’t be afraid, let your riverbed quakelet your shore swell, don’t be afraid, I will still reach your bottom..many men have learned to swim, not many have learned to drown"
Posted on: Sun, 01 Sep 2013 03:02:31 +0000
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