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I tried so hard to forget this date, up until like 3 minutes ago I did. I didnt forget why this day will forever be deemed a day of sadness for me, I just chose to block it as hard as I could. I would have succeeded if I hadnt signed onto facebook. To my dearest cousin, I cant believe that its been 6 years that I received a text, call, or even heard your voice. Ive tried so hard to come to terms with the fact that I will NEVER get to hear your voice as long as Im walking this earth, but in all honesty I havent been able to control the sadness just became a pro at hiding it. Its been a long, hard, and tear wrenching 6 years with the battle of knowing that God took you home so soon. I guess he wanted you more then he wanted us to have you. It brings me to tears thinking of that horrible phone call, the pain I felt when your name came through my dads mouth, the look in everyones eyes at your funeral. This world will NEVER be the same without you. Another year of sadness and depression, I freaking miss you Cheyenne. R.I.P. 9-22-89 to 9-9-08
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 22:09:38 +0000

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