I try to stay grounded and aware of my personal biases but what it comes down to is that working hard on my physical self is really just my way of preparing myself for inevitable loneliness. Im not always around people and I even used to spend just about every minute of my day inside my own head last year except for the few necessary interactions between me and co-workers or family. Other than that, Ive been in my own thoughts, trying to plan where Id want to see myself in the future and what Ive come to realize is that I dont want to depend so much on others. I want to be strong. When everyone leaves the picture, its just me with my thoughts and my hands to protect me, and only I can prepare myself for that. (Not a pessimistic or nihilistic or any other istic post)
Posted on: Mon, 19 Jan 2015 06:14:04 +0000
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