I understand the way people in this industry express their feelings on relationships or freedom of choices and wanting to express either a negative or discouraging tone across the art due to the fact that it seems its a lost cause - and we will never find anything meaningful or anyone faithful /loyal in this life; and now that Ive experienced first hand the kinds of things Id only had in my nightmares I understand. Thats what divorce and separation are like and sometimes things dont work out. That doesnt mean the next thing isnt gonna be that much better. Sometimes it is. But we still ache from what was or could have been. Do you know how many people on this earth I loved and lost? A heck Of a lot more than I ever thought Id have the pleasure of Knowing. I feel blessed. That doesnt change that Im on my own and feel alone plus have a heart of Gold Id give to one only. But Im a rockstar and yall assume Im not on that hype or assume I just like hoes. Know what? I dont like hoes. I love loyal honorable women or when single I like my sluts. Not hoes. I love bro hoes. Not whores. Relationships in the music industry and marketing world are rare and you have to have someone who understands the life in order to be successful and happy together. Id honor and hold down one for life if they existed. But when people Project into me a different view of my desires how can I change their mind? May as well just own and run with it. Where am I going with this? I miss having someone I know is gonna be there and have my back and who has the ability to care about and for me. Ive built my label on loyalty honor and respect. We have faith and give love. But have no one to give it to. But there is one out there and i only have eyes for you. But I dont have long left so will my wish ever come true? I may have just met you recently, but theres nothing I can do but feel for you & hope you feel me too. Lord knows I waited long enough to find you. Then again its just a shot in the dark. You always give me good advice and have so much in common but you may never know how I feel or what may happen if you dont try. Mostly because Im shy and reluctant after a my lifetime of hearing excuses for why it never worked before. To learn My story get my new album for $6.99 and support independent music #themastermind #souls reverbnation/themastermind Rip Raw Entertainment Broadcast Music, Inc. (BMI) ASCAP
Posted on: Sat, 28 Jun 2014 23:15:02 +0000