I used to take her love for granted. Whenever i needed something i would call her and she would help me out. She was always there for me. She washed and ironed my clothes. She cooked my food. She helped me to pay rent when i was broke and she never complained yet i continued to undermine her. I cheated on her. I lied to her. I neglected her. I stopped calling her. I stopped replying to her texts. I would be online but i would ignore her. Despite all of that she never gave up on me. I eventually left her because i was too ashamed to be seen with her. She was fat and my friends made fun of her. I used to look at her and compare her to other girls. I used to complain that she was too simple forgetting that i spend most of her money. When she fell pregnant i left her. I wanted to be free and have fun but i felt like she was pulling me back. We stopped talking and i was fine with that. She gave birth to my son on May 12 on May 13 she passed away due to complications resulting from the birth of our son. I remember getting a call from my mom telling me that Lee has passed on. My whole world came to a standstill. I was driving at that time. I stopped at the side of the road and i just broke down. After a few hours i went on facebook and i went straight to her wall. There were messages from friends asking what happened others were still in disbelief. I went to her pictures and i went through them. Her smile just smelted my heart. How could i have been so stupid. God blessed me with an angel but i was too busy running after girls to realise that. Its 6 months since her death and i tried to replace her but i cant. She was one in a million. I wish i could wake her up and tel her i am sorry but like my mom once said Haona bophelo ka nqane ho lebitla. Most guys dont realise how lucky they are to have a girl who would do everything to save their relationship. Dont make the same mistakes i did. Appreciate the girl you have and stop taking her for granted one day you will wake up and realise how wonderful she was but when that day comes she may no longer be here. ************************* NotMastorry
Posted on: Wed, 03 Dec 2014 06:12:33 +0000
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