I usually am seen as confident, always having good things happen... always productive. Always having my shit together and going to be something.... but now I feel the weight of everything finally taking a toll. Like it is all piled and dropped on my lungs all at once and its getting harder and harder to breath. I am being pulled from different directions not wanting to upset anyone while destroying myself in the process. I sometimes just say I want to quit.. go back home and live with the ignorant in my hometown. Work at a video game store and when the bears win.. my whole week is good. I just want to quite but know I can never do so. I am stuck in a box where its harder and harder to breath and I am afraid I will not know its worth it until its too late.
Posted on: Thu, 03 Oct 2013 18:44:29 +0000