I want to apologize for my conduct and actions last night. It was totally unprofessional. But allow me to make this statement. Im not going to sit here and pretend Im a big bad tough guy and cant be beat. Mike Tyson got beat. Ali got beat. Silva got beat. Im nobody, so Im not exempt from that. However, if you feel the need to be disrespectful to me, dont be. Lets break down some facts. Dont confuse your fantasy life in rhymes (if you do music), with real life. In your rhymes, you may be the g-est of gs or a wicked carney serial villain killer, but if your real life consists of you working at taco bell, the plant or living in your parents house and the only action youve seen is drunken fights with your buddies or beating up on your girlfriend, please dont confuse the two worlds. In my rhymes I was a killer guerilla, godzilla, but in real life I was a bouncer, an MP escort, transporting REAL killers back and forth from Leavenworth prison to stand trial, a security guard who had to fold people up on more than one occasion. Now Ill be honest and some of my high school buddies can attest to this. I wasnt jack in high school. I got punked out a lot in junior high, butt kicked and bullied. In high school, I got punked quite a bit, because I wasnt about that life. I was affiliated and an enforcer, leaving the dirt to the people who had the balls to do the dirt. So I know some of my high school peeps were taken aback when they seen me come undone and show out last night saying to themselves why he acting like that? He never acted like that in high school. High school was 20 years ago. In between then and now, Ive had a lot happen in my life that chipped away at my fear and self doubt. Once both of those factors were eliminated, I realized I was more imposing than I thought or had given myself credit for. Ive did some things that landed me in jail and almost 9 years in prison for some felonies, came close to carrying out some threats with a shotgun (my cousin Sean can vouch for that), survived a bad marriage, cheated death 3 times, the most recent being two years ago, punked out a long list of people, squabbed with a few knuckleheads, ultimately folding them up. My buddy Justin and girl Linda can vouch for that. Ive done so much over 20 years, that Im not afraid or doubtful anymore. Now mind you, Im cautious of how I pick my battles, but for the most part, the people who engage in verbal conflict with me online will NEVER step up, and those who have stepped up got punked and shown the door. All I ask is please dont confuse my jovial online nature with my offline reality. Your reality may be vastly different from your fabricated fantasy in your music. If you confuse those two with any one else, fine, thats your business. But Im giving you fair warning, if your fabricated fantasy from your mind causes you too interact with me in a hostile manner, your best bet is to keep it safely online. Im not a killer by any stretch and no longer hold on to those tendencies and wishes of self termination. I enjoy a good laugh with friends and prefer a zen state of mind. But that wont mean I wont check you if we ever met in public and that wont mean you wont take a choke out or a beating. I dont do street fighting and wild hay makers. I pick and choose my battles wisely at this age. I suggest you pick and choose yours. Good morning to you all! Get out of bed, get your sweats on and get in the gym slackers!! Have a good day. :)
Posted on: Wed, 21 May 2014 13:45:06 +0000
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