I want to just turn off my phone and crawl under my comforters and blanket (so sick of mean and attacking texts), but then I would miss the call of the one who has been making me smile without asking anything in return. Let me tell you the story about him. I randomly posted I was sick, craving a chocolate milk shake and felt like I was dying. He privately msgs me, May I bring you a shake when I get off work? He not only brings me a large chocolate milk shake, but the biggest box of DayQuil. He kept msging me to check on me and ask if I needed anything (the only person to do so). I randomly post I wanted something, and again he privately asked could he bring it to me. Today, I randomly posted I was craving Whataburger and he asked if he may stop and get it for me on his way to the barber shop. He gets the girls, my nephew and me what I asked for. Then, he said his barber couldnt fit him in, so I asked could he take me to Wal-Mart for some prescriptions. He says yes and pays for Lourdes and my prescriptions (mine was $14) & her Claratin. He hasnt asked to come over. He hasnt asked for a handshake, hug or kiss. He hasnt mentioned how far away I live, asked for gas money or complained about me wanting, wanting and what do he get out of it. In fact, he hasnt done none of the stuff I would have gotten from the nigglets I normally date. When he dropped me off after Wal-Mart, he asked might I have time to spend with him. This is not what I am used to at all. I used to think I didnt deserve courtesy and respect and so attracted nigglets that reinforced my poor view of self. I, in the past, shied away from dating anyone who wasnt a nigglets because being treated well and with respect felt wrong for me, because I was of no value or worth. But, I think I need to continue to allow him to do all these little things that are making me happy and making me smile. I dont need or want a lot. It takes very little to make me happy and smile. Large shake: $4 Box of DayQuil: $12 Random stuff: $20 Whataburger: $40 Wal-Mart: $45 Me feeling happy and having a smile: priceless
Posted on: Mon, 30 Jun 2014 01:44:17 +0000
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