I want to share a little bit about some of the deeper things Ive been looking at surrounding healing this last (hopefully) layer of a past that in the cosmic sense doesnt truly exist. Its a paradox of course, because the schism in the psyche still needs to be repaired, but there is nothing to fix and nothing outside of this eternal moment (and thus no past). So to take this out of the context of I had a troubling past and put it in the larger context of what caused that to appear to be so. What I have been looking at is how I had for ages polarised into Oneness, and thus attracted hostility. The reason for this is very simple - opposites make for opposition and Oneness is the opposite of separation. In my old life I was surrounded by people who were polarised into separation, and so being polarised into Oneness (its opposite), separation appeared to attack me. Dont get me wrong, it actually did attack (in other words I didnt imagine it literally), however in the largest cosmic sense the old dream was still an imagining. The whole experience in the largest sense was myself giving myself the insights into my own being that I was missing - namely that I needed combine the opposites to eliminate such phenomena. The trick is to remember that part at all times and refuse to engage with tackling mirrors, which are unreal. Over the two days I had been hitting a stuck point right in the middle of the two poles where there seems to be an accumulation of unchecked unreal emotion (could be because of what Almine and her students have been working on it Russia during the same time). I recognise this as the gap in between which is where shadow falls and its only there because certain things have not yet been illuminated for me. Its weird because its not there or at least isnt visible unless I happen to hit on it, which I can initiate deliberately through intention. Something will then manifest that presents the opportunity to look at it square in the face, hopefully from an observers perspective rather than as a participator in whatever madness it presents. I recognise that resolving this is my part in the Red Dragon issue, which I feel is almost coming to a close on Earth. Last night however I attempted to look at thisand the observational mechanism completely failed, I got sucked in to the seemingly real experience and simply then had to live it out to get the insights. It felt like taking a time machine backwards into an old version of myself and although I was aware that it was happening I couldnt shake myself out of it. I noticed that the reason this seemed to happen is that the experience is still partially physical, there are still places in my physical body where illusion is trapped (making it feel real). Its in the meridians that this is so, which is precisely why the Fragrance Alchemy healing modality given by Almine is so vitally important. We simply cant get out of these polarised experiences fully while there is any remnant of debris from the dream still flowing through us. The debris will always pull us back eventually even once we think weve already cleared it. As Ive said, the layers phenomenon is at play here, which correlates with the 24 stages of dreaming. The awakening from the stages of dreaming and eventually eliminating awakening too moves through layers like peeling an onion. In the new year I plan to place a huge focus on getting this information about Fragrance Alchemy and other tools out to humanity. I plan to use my Foundation as the platform to do that, but first to focus on getting hold of some more equipment.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 20:23:43 +0000