I want to thank all of you for the huge outpouring of sympathy, condolences, love and kindness. I knew this morning that we would be at this point. I made sure I took Sadie Girl for one last walk, just me and her. I made sure that I had my lay down on the floor with her, my handshakes and my cuddles. I bawled for a while with her laying her paw on me, before I could even move to go to the Vet. It will never get easier, only harder. They move heaven and earth to please us, they make the world a much better place. They put into perspective what means something and what does not. They teach us to laugh, they teach us to care, and they teach us that it is ok to cry. I cannot ever replace Sadie Girl, or Shanty Girl. I would never try. What was hard for me and will be for eternity is nothing compared to what she went through to make me smile. I try my best every day, every picture and every video to describe the joy these pups bring to me, I feel I fall short, but I try. I have gone from being a rock, a wall and an ass, 8 1/2 years ago, to learning what real love and real commitment is. God and I will go around and around on this and he will win. I hope he knows how much I care with how much I fight. I have Angels guarding and watching over me and my pups. We will not disappoint them or let them down. We will only become more passionate because of them. Tears will be many, but it will not stop us from being who we are. I may feel like I fail them but that will not stop me. I feel that makes me stronger and makes me try harder. I dont think any of us feel any less than a failure sometimes, even when we are not. We just cant help it. I am not alone, I have all of you. I will never be alone. Respect the Shepherd.
Posted on: Wed, 17 Dec 2014 16:29:37 +0000
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