I wanted for now to finish off with that fateful day when my precious daughter was murdered. After leaving the police office, my son, Rafael and his wife Teresa took the boys with them and I had Andrea and Harmonee, we drove to Eva and Ramons my daughter and son in laws home and there the family was waiting for us. there was more tears of pain, relief that we had the children and we stayed up for hours talking, crying, we were angry, sad, and bewildered, not knowing what to do next. we had instructions that we were not to speak to Andrea and the children about what had happened all we could do was hug them, love them. When we finally went home exhausted, and we settled in, Andreas close friend Vanessa never left her side. The next morning I went to my daughters house with Yvonne and I went into the garage. where my daughter was murdered. The only closeness I could get to my daughters body, was the pool of blood on the cement floor. I fell to my knees and lost it, I wanted to scoop up her precious blood, I could not believe her life force was on that cold cement floor and I wept like a hysterical baby. Crying out with the pain of seeing what had happened. Yvonne stayed close but as she prayed she let me mourn, you see this is all I had left of my baby. My daughters where getting clothes for the children, they where trying to be busy, my wonderful daughters who had to put that house in order, Tina who cleaned up the blood, we who packed all the belongings. My God I felt like a piece of my world had come to an end. When I went home, my dear sister Brenna Benjamin was there, washing dishes, cleaning, just doing anything she could. then she had bought clothes for the baby, cutest little outfit. Then came the meetings with the District Attorney, the Victim Witness, the police, the Child protective service. The blessing began to pour in also, my brother in Chicago and his dear wife, my nieces and nephews, my family and friends here, I was never alone. Thank you, Thank you! There is so much more, so much more, and I will continue next week, but for now, I will close here, I invite my daughters and son to add their story. Young ladies, young men do you think I suffered? Do you think that anger cant affect the life of others just because you say it is your decision? Then re-read what I have posted and tell me that your decision does not affect others... God bless you all, I will stop here for now!
Posted on: Sat, 31 May 2014 02:02:54 +0000
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