I wanted to sit down and write a letter to God last month and thank Him for what He has given me but I couldnt find the words to express my feelings without breaking down and drowning in my tears cuz I dont have a lifejacket but the Good Lord has kept my head above it all even when I wanted to give up but I suppose my purpose for living is still undone. As of Feb 26, I have been clean from satans wrath (cocaine) over a year now and it feels so wonderful! My life has been thrown a few curves, God has stood right beside me and held my hand never letting go. I am so grateful that He has led me away from the path of destruction and for that, I praise your Holy Name in given me the strength to overcome the devils grasp. Its been a long, long journey, its gonna be an uphill climb. Its gonna be a tough fight and theres gonna be some lonely nights but Im ready to carry on. I can start living now, I feel like I can do anything and finally Im not afraid to breathe. Thinking bout life is painful, yes it was, took a lot to learn how to smile again. So now Im gonna talk to my people about the storm!! So glad the worst is over, I can start flying now, my best days are right in front of me and Im almost there cuz now Im free. I know where Im going cuz I know where Ive been. I count a few stars that are glowing, Im gonna stay strong, keep growing. Thats the only way that I can win. Nothing bout my lifes been easy but nothings gonna keep me down cuz I know a lot more today then I knew yesterday so Im ready to carry on. So many dont survive, they just dont make it through. Anything u say to me and everything u do, u cant deny the truth but look at me, oh Lord cuz Im the living proof!!! Thank you God and ur son Jesus for blessing me with life, AMEN!!!
Posted on: Sat, 15 Mar 2014 20:58:00 +0000