I was at a point when I couldnt even trust myself for a while. Then I made terrible decisions and everything blew up in my face. I know I couldnt stay down for long. I had to accept that fact that I did wrong and do what I can to right those situations if the opportunities presented themselves. I learned that I needed to Trust God more than I ever have. While learning this I was going to be unsure about who to trust but the only way for me not to trust you was if you gave me a reason not to or if you raised suspicion based off your behavior, body language, etc. What Im saying is if anyone wants me to trust them with anything then now is a time to be on your Ps and Qs. I wont judge you but I cant have people around that will do nothing but distract me in all the wrong ways. Dont just play the part, be the part. If you are my friend then BE my friend and same with family and my relationship. I asking you all to help me. There is a lot I have to learn. I never liked the feeling of expecting everyone to just run out on me because i know that isnt true. Just know if youre not helping the situation and doing nothing but hurting the situation, I will be distant towards you not because I want to, its because I have to. Doesnt mean i wont talk to you nor be there for you either. Just means we wont be able to kick it or communicate so often yanno. I love you all but I am not going to hell for anyone, I will not settle for any less than my Father has promised and I will not allow anyone to come in the way of my goals. Please dont take this the wrong way. God Bless and Take Care.
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 05:56:57 +0000
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