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I was determined not to share this, but its just too good. I struggle with sharing the darker sides of me...I fear that if Im not part of peoples most pleasant experiences, theyll stop making time for me. I also dont like steering attention toward things that I feel dont deserve the same level of attention as the stuff I want to celebrate. I dont want to reward the negative. I want to fix it. It reminds me of the time I spent with my artist friend Kamil. I asked him how he was doing on the second day I knew him, and he told me he was shitty. I immediately wanted to try and make him feel better...and, in his lovely European accent, he proceeded to tell me with no hesitation, that that was what was wrong with Americans (or at least the ones hed met), theyre always trying to fix it. Sometimes youre just shitty. I look forward to this year, as Im trying to be more in touch with how I feel, and not fix it. I want to find greater balance, and keep moving toward my better self...and honor both sides of the coin a bit better.
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 16:18:37 +0000

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