I was having a great day for once, FINALLY, and then I inadvertently see that the girl that dumped me at New Years had apparently temporarily reactivated her FB account, (its gone again). Looks like it was only for a few minutes, but it was enough to open the wound again, or at least enough to twist the knife a little bit. I know Ill get over it eventually, and it wasnt that bad this time, but I did get that cold, clammy wave come over me. I know it was a bullet dodged, and that Im not the horrible person I sometimes feel I must be, and that I probably deserve better. My biggest regret is that it was a good friendship that was ruined, and we have so many mutual friends, that it will be difficult to completely avoid her. I immediately reached out to a couple of my closest friends, and was told the same supportive words, and for that, I cant thank you enough, and I love you guys. I guess I mainly just got on here to ramble, and get it out, so that I wouldnt keep thinking about it, so thanks for listening.
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 21:36:41 +0000
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